fren fren n fren...

haiz..
wad is means by fren??
today..
my tuition teacher same as my bro...
he cry...
a hapi guy...
cheerful..
cry??
wad was the reason??
is bcz of fren...
his buisness partner, sifu...
n also his FREN...
tok bout him infront of the student...
it was nt 1st time he do dat...
hey u as a guy..
i respect u as my teacher..
bt cn u respect ur fren oso??
u kip say those bad thing infront of those student for 1 year...
gosh..
wont u feel tired on it??
crap man...
and u all..
those STUDENT!!!!
wad u all done to the teacher tht reli care bout u all??
he!!!
sacrify his time to slep,ply, n also eat..
to make extra claz for u all..
but wad u all pay bck??
a basket of pain pain n pain...
u all suck a faker...
i don care hu u r...
bt..
think properly...
hu is the person tht help u get good mark in ur fuking exam??
thts hw u pay bck..
walan..
i damn pek chek...
backstapper...
sir..
mr.BRIAN...
my teacher..
my bro..
don drop ur tear cz of thm...
it nt worth..
it reli nt worth...
we..
should learn frm our mistake n experience...
take tis 1 week n rest enuf...
FREN????
fuk~

tell me tht u wan b fren bck wit me??

suddenly receive a msg today...
inside wrote lik tis..
你还在生气我啊？事情过了这么久就忘记吧。。。
有什么得罪的地方对不起啊。。
我们以后还是好朋友对吗？？
u reli think tht tis msg cn cover all those scar tht scratch on my heart??
whn u taip tis msg..
would u ever think bout my feeling??
i care bout u..
as my bro..
bt wad u treat me as..
jz cz of a damn fuking bm oral paper..
u go n skol me sohai??
behind of me stil do so much thing tht u would nvr think hw much u huet me??
if i wana blame..
i oni cn blame myself..
y i will so stupid n care bout u so much??
tis few month without u all...
FRIEND...
b4 u say tis word..
pls think properly...
do u knw wad is the meaning of this word....
so pls..
don simply come n say tht i m ur fren..
thn after tht boikot me lik a dump~
I DON GV A DAMN ON IT...

i goin to do the best~

tomolo is physic paper...
it oso wil b my las paper...
i goin to starting my las boost after tis..
mayb i was reli too stress on it..
my neck,eye,hand(nerves),head,back was reli pain....
arghh..
chemist was horrible today..
but i think i cn handle it with "teamwork"...
wed....
will b las prefect meeting for tis year...
for wad i plan i after meeting i wana play basketball...
but..
cn i reli do tht with my condition nw???
haiz..
dono..
c 1st ba...
reli nt enuf sleep..
my fren hv told me tht my eye jz lik a panda eyes...
omg...
look more ugly liao..
nw oni i realize tht i many person tht i reli treat as fren is those fking
BACK STAPpER...
cn listen so many thing whn alone wit thm...
lol..
zadao...
+u+u..
donwan care so much le.
treat u all lik bro u all treat me bck lik shit...
suan la..
it wont happen gain...

laswt boost~

arghxxx!!!!!
las 3 paper...
physic,chemist n add math..
arghhh..
i will do my best..
my las boost..
damn tirede..
i wan to rest 99 after tis exam..
goin to do my best~

nyamahai~

cb la...
all those stupid fellow..
go fuk ur own mother...
cbkia..
let me c u at kl..
i goin to break ur head...

sej suk~

sej..
omg..
so terrible man...
i omost empty the paper..
zzzz...
essay 1 oso nt complete de..
zadao
suan ba..
nw my only target is oni physic n chemist...
haha...
+u+u><

gambateh~

goin tuition nw...
8.30 till afternoon 1.15..
+u+u

owning...

exam exam n exam...zzz..
haiz.. sien la...
didnt study oso..

zzz...e.x.a.m

walao...
4 of nov start exam...
sked sked la..TT
some more nw i lazy do rebision..
haiz...

zzz...goin to die~~

omg~ i more week thn exam le la...
bt tis few day i didnt do revision oso..
zzz...
bio,chemist,add math,math,physik~~~
zzzz...
did i need to gv anything on tht day??
hmm~

haha...i choosen the 2nd de..

wakaka..
settle le..
nw do eveli thing oso feel nice n hapi..
XD

tired....

haiz...
tis few day was reli freaking tired...
everyday sleep most early oso 12...
why i have choosen tis step?
i totally hv walk a wrg step..wad i cn do after tis??which solution should i choose??
1st or 2nd....
arh....
make me damn fan..
fuk la...
whn the time i starting concentrate on my study..
a stupid thing hv appears..
n i totally make a wrg decision..
fuk la...

thursday

today was damn bored..
most bored thursday on tis year...
the oni chinese person tht attend jz..
me,daniel,liang shi,bowie,elyse n some 1 tht i donwan mention tde name..
haiz..
the whole day nth i cn do..
i bliv tht i saw she cry today..
bt wen ask wd happen..
she still say the same thng..
tht is..
nth la..
lol..
evelitime oso same ans..
fr u all i m those ppl tht cnt bliv..
haiz..
suan le ba..
don care le...
life stil go on...

saturday life..

hmm..
almost every saturday life is the same..
wake up7.30..
and i reach tuiton 8.30..
omg.. jz feel tired n wan to sleep..
teacher gv us revision paper..
most of thm i also don hw to do..zz..
go bck after tht..
suddenly receive msg frm sorh porh bowie..
she say tht she wan in bad mood..
the same person dat make she bad mood..
lol..
is he reli nth to do n eveli time go n gek ppl??
at skul eveli time tot himself reli look good..
lol..he definetly suck ok..
no matter hairstyle attitude or the other else..
he jz a sucker..
lol..
hmm...tis few day i wan open bio book n make revision..
omg.. i dono wad is those thing..
omg~~haiz..
nw close the book..
n... i wan to relax..
trying to change myself..
to be more matured..
hope i cn..

wad is the limit??

mayb the limit btw us oni till best fren..
for wad many ppl tell me..
i cn b a good fren..
bt nt a good boy fren...
haiz..
nw wad i wan is just stop thingking bout LOVE..
jz wan to prove to the other body n myself..
dat..
i cn live without LOVE...
even...
BETTER!!

omg..

lol.
today go competition..
at angkasapuri.
damn gan jeong..
haiz..
sing dao veli char..
haiz..
today..
oni i knw she lik some1 ..
she also confess to the guy le.
omg..
i DONKNW...
zadao..
haiz..
totally tired..

omg..

omg

omg.. 2 more hour..i will enter the competition le~~
wish me good luck ba..
may god bless me..

love...

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i miss u...

hmmm... i veli miss u...
i wan ask u 4 a date on thursday cn???><

i miss u...

i m totally sick...

there is wad u cnt c??!
cnt u c my eyes is full of tears??
cnt u feel my breath is full of pain??
cnt u hear my heart is beating??
its BROKEN~~

suckssss...

trying to 4get some1 u love
is just lik to forget some1 u nvr knw..
haiz..
why everything i do wont be smooth??
why??
LOVE~~i m a failure
STUDY~~also a failure..
RELATIONSHIP~~ i also a failure..


i m a FAILURE

sienx..

tis few day was jz damn bored..
nth happen..
haiz..
jz wondering..
did i reli let her go??

every smile is a lie..
every laugh is fake..
all because i'm crying inside
and
i don wan my tears to show..
hw cn i forget bout u??

a fuking person

o f***!!!
he go and tell yen chin tht he wan to kao "her"??!
shit la..
hu the hell he think he is??
me!! AARON LOI!!
wont let u touch her..
u damn fucking ass hole...
if u dare to disturb her... i goin break ur hand...

waiting some1~

haiz..
tis holiday is jz damn f***ing bored..
every day jz facing the comp bt donknw what i cn do...
eveliday on msn jz wait 'she' on..
bt..
for so many days i wait..
i get nth..
wad she do on holiday??
i wana knw..
the las thing we chat is few weeks ago..
wait wait and wait....
haiz..